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Summers Over

by Collective Attitude

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1.
So Wrong 02:24
Verse 1: He’s a washed up, lame duck, everybody's trash truck Pointless through and through Nothing going in his brain, orders food and gets it plain So how does he have you? You’re the life of the party, good looking, and artsy So tell me, is he how you make do? With a has been, too thin crooked smile, half grin So how does he have you? Chorus: (Oh, oh) She screamed as she walked back to him (Oh, oh) Like she knew the ending all along (Oh, oh) You’re odds of getting away are slim (Oh, oh) You’ve never been so wrong Verse 2: He’s a sad sack, weed wack, makes you want to go yak Some gum under my shoe Wild hair that’s never clean, undershirt that’s stained green Could find him in a zoo You always have it together, no matter the weather So tell me, is he how you make do? With a has been, too thin, crooked smile, half grin So how does he have you? Bridge: Run, Run, Run, Run No one’s going to save you Told you that we all knew Claimed that you were both through oh, oh oh oh
2.
Verse 1: This killer gets stronger by the day Only fueled by the things they say Feed the pain, go back to work With no idea how close it lurks Chorus: I could feel it coming through the phone Whenever you started to feel alone Cutting you inside, clawing its way out But we have nothing to talk about Now it’s too late, nothing to do Screaming 3,000 miles from you I watched you fall, I watched you fall, and I do too Verse 2: Crowding your own thoughts in your head The voices say you’re better off dead In the Boston cold with nobody But they don’t know what you are to me
3.
Balance 03:00
Verse 1: It’s too late to be home But too early to come in Ransomed by the day’s past Helplessly watching the spin You free me from my car But it comes in with me too Pulling me back where we were Like our conversations not through Chorus: Keep me in this space Bring my eyes to your face Give me a sense of peace Make this quandary cease Verse 2: Is it ever enough? Hard to tell with lingering pain Day to day progress Mixed over a permanent stain Back never having left Worries clearer than before I know that there’s no way I can keep going back through that door Anchor me here and now I set sail again Only brought back once more By the soft touch of your skin
4.
Verse 1: Do you ever dream the day away? A rush of feelings on a typical boring day Just to make another mile stone to mark the day rather than being alone. Wake up, and feel that cold sweat Check your phone to see if you were just gaslit Scrolling down, scrolling down, scrolling down Pre Chorus: No way, no way, no way It’s not real…. But that doesn’t change how I feel Chorus: Here we go round and round again With what’s happening in the world And my head can’t stop to spin Can’t we save face and face the facts? It’s wheeling out of control Heading quickly to the end of the tracks Verse 2: Do you ever seem to drift away? Party of one for your private thrown brain soiree But then the party’s cancelled, time to leave You didn’t want to and you started to grieve, well... Wake up, and feel your head ache Check your phone to see if it’s all a mistake Scrolling down, scrolling down, scrolling down Bridge: I’m starting to lose track anymore Of what’s real or fake Spend more time dreaming Than even being awake
5.
Sunday Night 03:55
Verse 1: Pacing your bedroom floor, like it has the answers It’s finally time to come clean, but you’re stuck with your cancers The goals are gone by afternoon, well maybe you can start by June And it’s all within sight, well that’s, that’s every Sunday night~~~~~ Verse 2: Another day closer, to where you want to be Can’t take one more upset, the best you can do is believe 1 step forward, 2 steps back, your dreams are all run black And now you’re just full of spite, well that’s that’s every Sunday night~~~~~~ Bridge: Oh, oh, oh ,oh ,oh, oh You’re never gonna make it, you’ll never make it through the night x2 Verse 3: The endless loop of disappointment, will never get you down With the hope of tomorrow, come too damn far just to drown Well this time it will be different, without a head full of resent Finally things feel right, well that’s, that’s every Sunday night~~~~~
6.
Good View 02:45
Verse 1: Par for the course But I’m falling behind You beat me in skeeball Now we’re talking outside Not sure how to start Turns into unending words Grab shakes, go look at the stars The hours turn to a blur Chorus: Stories of hopes, weird dreams, and family Tell more than we know Holding hands, making plans We never wanted to go Hiding from cop cars and strangers with cigars Not hiding from you Laughing sighs, look over into your eyes Now my life has a good view Verse 2: Got no need for music But I still hear a song The sign says we’re trespassing We know we belong Stayed up too late The car battery died Embarrassedly called a friend To give us a ride
7.
Summers Over 03:32
Verse 1: Evening summer breeze flows through hand and hair Hugging young travelers, who aren’t really sure If it’s love or the hot air Wasted days spent sleeping away Talking all night, we wanted to stay Chorus: Now all we wish for anymore, are those summer nights Driving nowhere in particular, the canyon heights or feeding appetites Seems we’re staying in bed, and dreaming of more Older and wiser, but missing before Verse 2: Two boardwalk strangers, finding affinity Riding ferris wheels, learning how she feels About a life for you and me Strolling hand in hand, missing every cue Nervous passing glance, now’s my last chance To steal a kiss from you Wasted days spent sleeping away Talking all night we wanted to stay Bridge: Where did the time go? How could we both know?
8.
Day 76 02:52
Verse 1: Lonely, seeing faces every day Only they can’t reach out Feeling the same doubt Jaded, with nothing planned today Tomorrow is just as full Hot outside, but inside’s cold Chorus: Trade for any old day full of mundane tasks With still faking smiles behind a mask It’s second nature to care for your fellow man But anymore it’s more like loving a trash can Verse 2: Confused, voices raising nothings said Feeding the nervous mind Becoming more resigned Hopeful, despite all the doom and gloom Holding out hope for growth Rather than collective loath
9.
Trouble falls in my home Troubled man, troubled stone Turn a mountain of lies Turn a card for my life Man of Steel, Man of Heart Tame our ways, if we start To devise something more Something half ways Only a steel man came to recover If he had run from gold, carry over We celebrate our sense of each other We have a lot to give one another I took a bus to the lake Saw the monument face Yellow tides, golden eyes Red and white, red and wise Raise the flag, summer home Parted hair, part unknown If I knew what I read I'll send it half ways Only a real man can be a lover If he had hands to lend us all over We celebrate our sense of each other We have a lot to give one another Took my bags, Illinois Dreamt the lake took my boy Man of Steel, Man of Heart Turn your ear to my part There are things you have said Raise the boat, and raise the dead If you take us away Still we can say: Only a steel man can be a lover If he had hands to tremble all over We celebrate our sense of each other We have a lot to give one another Only a steel man can be a lover If he had hands to tremble all over We celebrate our sense of each other We have a lot to give one another

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An album born of boredom, anxiety, love, and determination. Thanks for checking out my first and last(?) full length album!

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released July 31, 2020

All songs written & recorded by Kevin Fulleman

Reality Check vocal melody written by Wyatt Pendleton

Backing vocals on Man of Metropolis Steals Our Hearts by Dean Kiner and Alex Herrington

Album mixed/mastered by Kevin Fulleman

Album artwork by Jessica Geiger

Special thanks to my amazing wife Grace for supporting me in quarantine, life, and this album. Also big shout out to Sufjan Stevens for writing Man of Metropolis, awesome bands who influenced me like Alvvays, Illuminati Hotties, Cartalk, and all my friends and family.

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Those who can't do, teach. Those who can't teach because of pandemics, make this album.

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